So since Saturday when I checked my schedule for next week I have been filled with anger, frustration and every evil thought, well. Maybe not EVERY thought, but I have been harboring the worst attitude that ice had in quite some time at work. normally I would blog about it to get it off my chest and leave it in Gods hands, but cub is not the case with this issue. This issue has been going on now since September and I thought that I had taken care oft with Kelly back in November when she started scheduling me according to my preferences and not hers. Since being a full time cast member with seniority, I have certain rights,one of them is to have first dibs on the hours for labor, and not last choice. According to union contract she to honor that whether or not she likes toor not. So for the month of December I had runner shifts, and that was the only month I had them consistently. For the past two months I have had cashier positions to make up my 30 hours after my lead shifts. So yesterday I finally got enough courage up to call our union rep to talk with him about this. I was thankful that he called me back with advice ASAP.
But instead of leaving this in Gods hands I still find myself irked. I have never had any issues with my schedule for the past 7 years I have been a cast member. But I believe there is more going on with all this. I believe she might be taking bribes from other cast members so that they can be scheduled into my shifts. And if that's what's going on both the CM's could be fired, and I also think she's purposely singling me out because I have questioned her in the past about me schedule.
What I need to do is wholeheartedly give this to God so that I am not carrying around all this strife, anger and pent up rage at home and at work.
I need to have peace and comfort and know that I have done what needs to be done. I need to follow through with the advice my Rep gave me and leave the rest in Gods hands. So that is my prayer for today.
