Updates...

Well a couple of weeks ago I was frustrated with work amongst other things.

I had my court date on Monday only to get all the way into LA to be told that the window of opportunity for child support had just closed on a case I purposely closed more than 2 years ago. The lady just looked at me and couldn't figure out why I didn't want to Jane anything to do with re-opening a new case.

Sometimes things are better left the way they have been instead of opening up a new can if worms. It's true the kids haven't seen their dad for almost 3 years. Do I care? Not really. He has never in the past 5 years supported these kids, hasn't called on their birthdays, Christmas etc for that same amount of time. He always seems to call once a year to let me know his new phone number, other than that I never hear from him.

So do I wish to find him for CS? No.
He's made his bed so to speak, and it's basically up to him to make contact with his kids, should he ever want to hold up his end if the bargain.

In the meantime I believe that The Lord gave both Marc and I our steady jobs at Disney that He will provide for all of us through.

PMS and other things

I'm really in a crappy mood. I'm not happy at work. I'm getting less lead shifts and I font know exactly why, and I am scheduled next Monday on my day off mind you that now I have to call out of.

I'm really trying not to worry about the finances and such because I know that The Lord is in control of providing for us, but it just bothers me that I am now going to end up short on my check because my manager decides to work me. I can't go in because its the only day in the week that the kids get out early and there is no one else to pick them up. I do not want to have to delve into my vacation because I am going to have to use it on the 28-29 as I have to go to court on the 29th, but I have to take Sunday the 28th off because I won't be able to work on Sunday til 02:00 and Marc til 03:00 or later and then be in downtown LA at 08:00 for court.

I'm just so irritated with it all.

A Necessary Evil

Today I received papers in the mail to appear in court on the 29th of this new month. It seems that the state is pursuing child support from my ex for me. This comes as a surprise for me as I finally gave up on my ex ever paying me anything for the kids. So for the past three years since my divorce I have been along with Marc's help supporting the kids on our income. And that's getting tougher with every passing day in this state. So maybe this is a good thing. But I still hate going to court and I have to be there at 8 am sharp in L.A. Which means I need to take Sunday off from work, because I wouldn't be able to drive there on 2 hours of sleep. But thankfully, Marc will be going with me, so that's good. But yeah... That's what's to come.

Looking forward to my Friday

It's been an extremely hot - humid filled past 4 days. It's been miserable both here and at home.

It's hard to love someone when you'd rather slap them upside the head!

I know how God calls us to live everyone. However, that is sometimes the hardest thing in the world to do, even when it comes to family.

Family - Ahh just the feelings you get when you think about that word, and sometimes it's not such a huggy-cuddly sort of feeling. This time it's a STFU kind of feeling. If I post something on my FB that happens to pertain to our future here on earth then that's my opinion.

Obviously something I posted is upsetting you. And maybe it's the gosh darn truth of the whole thing that has your panties in a bunch.

I would assume that if you're Catholic ( especially nowadays) that you've most likely read something along the lines about the Book of Revelation. And I can also assume that if you think the way this nation is going is on a right track then you are delusional. Nothing about let's say the last 10 years have been "good".

Obviously we are not on the "right path" and it's not because Bush was in office when 9/11 happened it has nothing to do with that, but it has everything to do with the times we are living in. And they are not good. And our president has no morals, no integrity no nothing! And the American people are fed up with his lack of direction for this country, and in fact his lack of actions ate bringing about a quickening of the evil one in this country and around the world.

Prophecies are coming true, and if I want to post it on my page than do be it. I'm not going to stop posting things on my page because it might offend you.

Your ignorance offends me.

Cut my hair shorter today.

I finally had my elevated A Line Bob but it just doesn't work well with my inconsistent wavy hair that tend to be frizzy and out-of-control no matter how much styling aids I apply to it. I think out of the last year that it's been cut I can count on two hands the times that my hair actually looked cute and stylish.

So when I went in for my color/cut I decided to have Gail cut it so that I can handle it and it would be more like a wash-and-wear style.

So I had her cut it like Lisa Rinna's hair with more layers throughout.

Here is a picture

Being Sick

I hate it! It just puts a damper on everything doesn't it?


So for the past couple of weeks I have had a scratchy throat + cough that has seemed to come and go. For the past week I also had a hoarse voice that has seemed to come and go also. I thought maybe, just maybe that my voice was changing and maybe it was part of some pre- menopausal symptoms if some kind. I sneezed more than once a night for two nights in a row and woke up yesterday morning with pain in my right ear/ right side if my throat.

Gee, do ya think I'm sick? I went to work anyway, which didn't help. And when I got home at 02:30 in the morning I tried to sleep but kept getting women up with watery eye syndrome.

Today I decided that work was not on the agenda and called out.

Tomorrow I will probably end up doing the same.