And it pretty much started 2 days before my birthday in June when I listened to one of my managers go on and on about my attitude and how it has a negative effect on my co-leads.
I wouldn't say I'm negative, but I would say that I am hard- working and they're not. Being a lead to them earns them extra $$ and that's all they pretty much care about. Being a lead to me = hard work and not having a social life for 8 hours. The expectations I have to live up to are far more demanding than what they have to live up to when they come to work. But just to make me look bad enough of them put in a complaint to the managers and hence why I got the negative feedback with a warning mixed in with it.
So I've gone out of my way to be Little Miss Sunshine to the rest of the leads, but you know? That's not who I am. And I'm not saying being a bitch is the answer all I'm saying is that everyone needs to get the same lecture on their attitudes also.
So I haven't been happy because I have had to stop and take a long hard look at myself, my attitude and my priorities.
People are people. They are rude and obnoxious and always want to be the finger-pointers. It's like High School and at 48 years old I'm past all those games.
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